The reality of my life is I am not what I was. What does that mean well my brain for example. We went to my friends wedding reception. I knew she would probably want me to do my hair and my new found peach fuzz I wanted to cover so I wore my teal wig in case or knowing there would be pictures. Having said all this ,did I remember to bring things to actually do hair"NO"! Chemo Brain! !! I did get it done when the inevitability happened... she had a beautiful reception, and I am glad she asked me to be apart of it... so chemo brain!
Yesterday, I worked ...then even though I was so tired I wanted nothing but to nap...I really wanted to hike take the boys to water! Instead of napping, I went to thousand acres... only about a mile in (would have been easy 6 months ago), I had to stop several times going in and back (more on the way back) but it was so sweet to watch the boys! And then I got some very bad news (not able to share at this moment) but it shook me. So I came home sat and fell fast asleep... I woke and went to bed in the middle of the night... today I am moving slow but I am moving! I will get better, I am getting better! I am not patient! Not by a long shot! But I am stubborn! So I may not be completely Lois yet, but I will be (sooner than later)!
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