Lessons and/or Everything happens for a reason...

I Read back over my post before starting this one. Obviously, I am not a writer. These are moments. I love this blogger because I can use my phone to post. But that also means I am writing like I think which is scary(lol). I tend to think in snap shots. Not always going back and finishing my thoughts. So this post is about all the others and not.
Chemotherapy; once we figured out the fuzzy brain. And again with so much happening in a short span of time things may change. I, in general feel fine. I am tired and there is pain I did not expect. But I have always had a cast iron stomach and am not terribly nauseous. once everything started working again. I spend more time than I care to on the throne. But really still me.
Which brings me to these stupid lessons! I am more emotional (I have to let that be okay), I am tired (I have to learn that is Lois on chemo), Lois on chemo is not going to be able to do regular things(and that's okay)...So it is easy to pick out the lessons it is infinitely harder for me to embrace them...another lesson...
I believe the next chemo will help me define how I will feel the next couple months more than this time...and remember this part is the hardest physically... that is pretty much the nutshell :-)